Saying Goodbye to 3reef.........................

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  1. {Nano}Reefer

    {Nano}Reefer Dragon Wrasse

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    Well, most of you probably remember me.... hopefully. Not many people know this and I do not want to announce the whole thing publicly, but my step-mom gave me a bump to the head a while back. I went in for an MRI about a week after to check everything out and they find a small tumor. Then they dug deeper to find cancer(they said not 100% sure) spreading throughout my body, which has been the cause of my weight loss recently..... Going in for surgery in the next few weeks to take care of it, they gave me a 70% chance of survival, I was happy about that. They said the tumor was the lessor of the two "evils" because they are not sure what type of cancer it is or even if it is cancer... So I guess this is my goodbye to everybody, thanks for everything 3reef. the tank is suffering the most, hard to deal with my emotions(and everyone else's) and stay on top of water changes and whatnot...

    Enjoy the time you have on this planet, because the next thing you know your time might be up. Forgive me for everything I have done, anyone who I have hurt, anyone I made upset, it was not my intention.

    Caroline's Spine - Wallflower(acoustic)

    I could have died,
    Maybe i should have died.
    When i saw you walk inside.
    And as you shut the door
    I put my eyes back on the floor.
    When all i really wanted was to look some more.

    Does a wallflower play,
    Or does a wallflower stay on his wall?

    You see i live alone,
    But i've made my happy home.
    All my furniture is centered around my phone.
    I'm waiting for the call,
    My imaginary friends and all.
    Those who would never let me be taken by the fall.
    Does a wallflower know,
    When it's time he outgrow his wall?
    Tell me does a wallflower know
    When it's about time he outgrow his wall...
    Yeah his wall....

    Time and time and time and time and time and only time has feeling for me.
    Maybe, maybe father time will feel sorry for me.
    I knew, i knew where there was time, when i knew it all.
    Why don't i ever leave my wall?
    Why don't i ever leave my wall?
    Why don't i ever leave my wall?
    ...please don't ever leave my wall, my wall.

    You know that siren's getting louder,
    And these people are starting to crowd in on me.
    (all i smell and taste is garlic and gunpowder)
    'cause i shot the bad guy dead -
    But he got me in the head.
    Oh with the girl of my dreams
    She's mentioning to me how much I've bled.

    Where do the wallflower go,
    When their flowers get pulled from this wall?
    Oh and though she says I'm brave and bold,
    She knows a flower cannot hold up a wall.
    I can't hold up this wall any longer...
    No any longer
    'cause all I have is time and time
    And time
    My only friend, time and time,please some more time.
    I think i'm over, I think I'm over, I think I'm over...

    Sorry.... but I love that song, Peace :angel:
     
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  3. m_hsiao

    m_hsiao Purple Spiny Lobster

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    good luck with everything buddy, i hope all turns out well.. we're going to miss you
    k+ be brave!
     
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  4. sostoudt

    sostoudt Giant Squid

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    that horrible man, i have a friend that goes to my college that has cancer of the lymphnodes(lymphoma i think).

    hopefully its just a lipoma. any way i hope your ok and check my karma comment.
     
  5. PackLeader

    PackLeader Giant Squid

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    Wow Matty, I honestly don't know what to say. Call me, ANYTIME, if you need ANYTHING at all dude. Seriously, I mean that.
    And I look forward to hearing from ya after your surgery ;)
     
  6. fish addict

    fish addict Spaghetti Worm

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    good luck and may god be with u my friend
     
  7. adam

    adam Montipora Digitata

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    So sorry to hear this. That is truly sad. You never know in life what is in your future. Did the bump your step mom gave you cause any of this or just a coincidence?
    Adam
     
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  9. steve wright

    steve wright Super Moderator Staff Member

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    Nano- I dont imagine you ever hurt anyone, you seem to decent

    good luck and miracles do happen if you focus on believing in them

    Steve
     
  10. Daniel072

    Daniel072 Giant Squid

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    I pray to God that I never have to pick up my balls and say anything like this. WOW. GOD BLESS!
     
  11. Kirklandp

    Kirklandp Coral Banded Shrimp

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    Man I am horribly sorry my best friend has cancer and they found it through his pituitary gland. He was not growing as big as we were when w ere little. My prayers to you! Ill be praying...
     
  12. PharmrJohn

    PharmrJohn The Dude

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    Dude. Wow. Sorry to hear that. Seriously. Just hang in there man. Been through the cancer thing myself. We need to talk. PM sent.
     
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